End-of-life care (6)
- End of life: Caring for your dying loved one
- Hospice care: An option when confronting terminal illness
- Terminal illness: Interacting with a terminally ill loved one
- see all in End-of-life care
Grief (8)
- Grief: Coping with reminders after a loss
- Survivors of suicide: Healing after a loved one's suicide
- Infant death: Grief and the path to loving remembrance
- see all in Grief
Mayo Clinic Health Manager
Get free personalized health guidance for you and your family.
Get Started
Mayo Clinic Housecall
Stay up to date on the latest health information.
What you get
- Free weekly e-newsletter
- Mayo Clinic expertise
- Recipes, tools and other helpful information
- We do not share your e-mail address
Grief: Coping with reminders after a loss
When you lose someone close, your grief doesn't just magically end. Reminders often bring back the pain of loss, even years later. Here's how to cope and heal.
By Mayo Clinic staffWhen a loved one dies, you may be faced with grief over your loss again and again, sometimes even years later. Feelings of grief may return annually on the anniversary of your loved one's death and on special days throughout the year, such as a birthday or religious holiday. Even memorial celebrations for strangers who died in catastrophes, conflicts or disasters can trigger the familiar pain and sadness of your own loss.
The return of these feelings of grief isn't necessarily a setback in the grieving process. It's a reflection that the lives of others were important to you and that you grieve their loss and still miss them. Learning more about what to expect and how to cope with reminders of your loss can help make the grieving process a healthy, healing one.
What to expect when grief returns
The memories and emotions of a lost loved one that are reawakened through reminders are often called anniversary reactions. These reactions, which can last for days or weeks at a time, can raise a host of emotions and physical problems similar to the ones you faced when you were first bereaved, including:
- Sadness
- Loneliness
- Anger
- Anxiety
- Nightmares
- Lack of interest in activities
- Crying spells
- Replaying images in your mind related to your loved one
- Trouble eating
- Sleeping problems
- Headaches
- Stomach upset
Anniversary reactions can also evoke powerful emotional memories — experiences in which you vividly recall the feelings and events surrounding your loved one's death. You might remember in great detail where you were and what you were doing, for instance, when your loved one died.
Common triggers of grief — a year of 'firsts'
Some reminders of your loved one are almost inevitable, especially during the first year after a death. That's when you'll face a lot of "firsts" — those first special days that'll pass without your loved one. As the weeks and months go by, you may also face other significant days or celebrations without your loved one that can trigger your grief again. Some of these "firsts" and other special occasions that can reawaken your grief include:
- The first holiday
- Mother's Day, Father's Day or another day you would have honored your loved one
- Weddings and wedding anniversaries
- Family reunions
- Childhood milestones, such as the first day of school, prom, homecoming and other child-oriented days
- Anniversaries of special days — when you met, when you became engaged, when you last saw your loved one alive, when you took a big trip together
Your reactions to these firsts and special occasions might be intense initially. But as the years pass, you'll probably find it easier to cope — but not forget.
Reminders can be anywhere, and unexpected
Reminders aren't just tied to the calendar, though. They can be anywhere — in sights, sounds and smells, in the news or on television programs. And they can ambush you, suddenly flooding you with emotions when you drive by the restaurant your wife loved or when you hear a song your son liked so much. Another death, even that of a stranger, can leave you reliving your own grief.
Even years after a loss, you may continue to feel sadness and pain when you're confronted with such reminders. Although some people may tell you that grieving should last a year or less, grieve at your own pace — not on someone else's expected timeline.
Next page(1 of 2)
